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Nothingoh steal away my heart.
the air that i breath.
i can not see.
i can agree.
all those that counted.
all things that matter.
seen here after.
dead here after.
Umcan you dance on the moon?
or would you die?
would you have a better chance at life?
away from reality.
escape from the tragedies.
come play with me.
die for a fee.
struggle for a fee.
suffer for free.
so i bury.
tragic set free.
No Ideadreaming of screaming.
dreaming and screaming.
wondering if you will leave me.
can you really see me.
hear me. believing.
my moments of dreaming.
of living. my giving.
trying to be so willing.
wishing you knew.
Ressolvecome into me.
like a dream.
for it seems you believe.
you can dream.
you can see.
you can wonder.
should you wonder.
would you wish.
for this to be bliss.
days that miss.
dont readcrossing bloody cross. bodies.
count your losses.
who the boss is.
Who the universe is.
brings a familiar grins.
is even your purest justice.
disobeying brings suffer cautious. '
count your losses.
who your boss is.
My feelingsThere is not a day that goes by where you are on my mind. Whether i’m worried or miss you or just thinking about just how much I love you. There are just so many things I want to do with you so many places we could go. There is just so much we have yet to experience together and I want to to and see it all. There is nothing more I want then you by my side. No one else in this world I could love as much as I love you and there is no one else I want to see laying next to me when I open my eyes in the morning. I want you all of you your good moods your bad moods and everything in between. I wanna be there for your good days and your bad da
Wishful Thinkinghave you ever had a dream?
had a dream where it seems.
where your king or queen.
where trouble is nothing.
and you have power over everything.
have you ever had a dream?
where life was special.
everyone so loving and helpful.
where you didnt need a savior.
no save me.
no need to save her.
we are happy. together.
a life of gold.
RoseWhen the tears begin to fall,
I allow myself to weep.
When I try and try to forget
its the memories of you I keep.
A fire dances, burning me
but the pain is what I've asked for.
One more place i need to see,
to know I have you no more.
this longing, this ache,
one which I can't explain.
I feel it, and i know it is heartbreak
for i may never see you again.
We've parted, we've went our separate ways
and I know this, i know that it's true.
but i cant help it, because this is one of those days
when I'm really missing you.
The Car Crash on 2nd AvenueAnd the light would hit me like a car crash
but instead of crying and broken
I'd be exhilarated and praising
for whoever hit me with that ongoing car
And the driver would be Faith
and I wouldn't mind getting hurt
It's shove the shards of hope
Down my throat
And through my veins
Is that what it'd be like
To have Hope again?
FreedomTears ever so sweetly to taste, feel them run down my cheek...
The blade ever so cold, feel it run up and down my wrist.......
The blood so warm, feel it tickle my arm as it runs down it....
losing my sight,feel so cold as my body turns to ice.......
I see i now, i feel him now death sweet death...........
come take me away from all this pain for my soul wants to be as the air is free to blow as the sun is free to shine so warmly. ....
i miss the happy days those days where the sun shine so bright on my skin the smiles and cheer smiles the loving hugs the sweets given by love ones...but now seeing all the flash backs before the sweet death ap
Confio en ti, amigaHe confiado en ti
Pues mi mente te abrí
He visto por ti
Pues mi corazón te di
Amistad es mi pregunta
Que aunque sigilosa
Me hace perder la cordura
Tu haz preguntado lo mismo
Y lo mismo te he respondido
Que lejanos estemos
No amerita que nos amedrentemos
Pues es sólo un obstáculo
Para de el otro ser oráculo
Mis sentimientos te compartí
Y más que nada mi amistad ofrecí
No respondas ofrecimiento con olvido
O el olvido te ofrecerá su castigo
La vida es más simple que eso
Pero no es tan dulce como un beso
Amiga: aprende a vivir, aprende a amar
Rest in peaceYou walk in the door and sink to your knees
Let go of the pain that nobody sees
But no matter, how long you spend crying
Inside it hurts, and you just feel like dying
A voice is calling your head
As clear liquid drops are shed
I’m here, I promise, always and forever
I promise not to leave you ever
In the dark I hear you call my name
I’m slowly starting to go insane
You’re gone now, to a better place
But life without you is not the same
Rest in peace, I miss you so
In my heart I’ll never let you go
When relationships grows oldYou confuse me
Why do you say you love when you don't
You confuse me
Why do you say we'll grow old together and you know we won't
You confuse me
Why do you you say you care, yet you're never there
When will you own up to your word?
Why do play me like a cat plays a bird?
What is it that you want?
I say I love you and you act so blunt.
Why do you stay?
Why stick around?
You don't even try, but yet you turn my world upside down
We use to laugh, but now only I cry
This isn't working....
It's time to say bye
Free I can see the fear in your eyes
The horror in your soul
Tell you the path to make you whole
The path of redemption
The road of denial
Is the same one that sets you free
Rain Over My HeadRain Rain Go Away
Because Of You The Pain Will Stay
Slit My Throat
End The Pain
Why Can't Bad Things Go Away?
Shoot The Gun
Blow My Brains
No More Tears
Streaming Down My Face
Down The Drain
My Heart Beats At A Steady Pace
Like A Knife
To The Heart
You Made Me
Love Is Death
And Death is You
It Turns My Heart
Black And Blue
20Years.He hated school.
His hate for it burned his stomach.
The dread was so great that the night before school his eyes would water and his stomach would roll.
Looking out the window of the bus he sighed.
He was only 14.
He was 14, and he was making choies that will affect him forever.
What he did today would matter tomorrow.
If he didnt do his work, didnt learn German, if he didnt go, he would be no where in 20 years.
Laying his forehead on the cold window, he let the sound of his iPod soothe him.
One day this would pay off.
He couldnt wait for that day.
Byebye Butterflies.The butterflies where gone.
Her stomach was empty.
He was gone.
Her heart was torn apart.
She was stupid, shes now all alone.
He didnt want her.
Why would he?
But why did he say he loved her?
Why did he have to bring love into it?
He was beautiful, her average.
He was amazing, her average.
She just wanted to be someones baby.
Was that such a bad thing?
Was the only way to get a guy with sex?
Was she so broken no one wanted her?
So, here she was, tears pouring out of her eyes, broken hearted.
And the only thing she could think of is, The butterflies lied.
The damned butterflies lied to her.
Butterflies..How was she suppose to fight this feeling?
How was she suppose to defend herself?
Where were her walls?
How was she expected to built them under this pressure?
The tears fell as she read the lastest text from him.
He was so sweet.
He made all her hopes and dreams come true.
She knew he would get bored with her.
She knew he wanted to score nudes.
She knew this..
But it didnt stop her tummy from feeling butterflies.
Those damn butterflies.
Why were they so important to her?
And he was the first ever to make her feel them.
He was lovely.
Sadly, he and she werent meant to be.
This she knows.
She just cant stop her fingers from moving to text him
Tears.She liked to cry.
Liked having the pain, the happiness, the grief, the emotion come out.
But this..this wasnt like normal.
It was numb to everything but the pain.
Her breath came out uneven, the tears ran down her face, her stomach turned.
This wasnt the relief she always felt when crying.
This is what greif felt like.
Its amazing how agony just rolled off of her.
She was sure that if anyone came to see her, they could feel it.
Her computer beeped.
Another happy birthday message.
But she didnt want that.
She didnt want wishes, or presents.
She wanted it to be over.
She wanted another time.
She wanted another place.
And right now
Fearless.It want the fact Feb 14th was coming up, or the fact that everyone had a boyfriend/girlfriend.
It did matter that she was alone.
Okay, that was a lie.
She was sick of being alone.
She want someone to hold her, to just tell her they loved her.
She wanted to feel sparks fly at the littlest touch, she wanted butterflies in her stoamch at just the thought of someone.
She wanted to get a text in the morning saying, "I cant wait to see you Beautiful".
She wanted to get a call late at night, just before she was going to sleep.
She wanted to pick up the phone, and hear his husky voice saying "I love you. I'll see you in my dreams, love".
She want to
Defiant.She is a defiant.
It was in her to rebel, to feel caged down by the rules.
She was looking for more than being controled.
She wanted to play with fire--and getburned if that was the case.
She want to live her life, the way she wanted to.
So every time she got hit, repermanded, told the word "no".
It made her break their rules even more.
They would never learn.
But she would.
She would go out, and play with fire, and ice, and air,and whatever is out there in the world.
If she got burned the better.
She wanted to find it out.
She wanted to discover it all.
She is Jamie Connor, and she would make it in this big bad world, as the Defiant.
Forever Broken.It come so swiftly.
One second it's there.
The next gone.
Then comes anger.
Like the pain it's there and gone.
All emotions quickly come and go for him.
And they all pour out onto a canvas.
He thought nothing about it until reasently.
He just started to get a jittery feeling in his stomach, a restless feeling.
Was he messed up more than he knew?
He was scarred the problem was the only he didn't want; to be Forever Broken.
But what if he was?
Was the that the price to pay?
Could he ever feel what normal people felt?
Really, it wasn't the feeling that bothered him.
It was knowing with every fiber in his body he was diffrent.
That he w
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